Thank you so much for this reply! It is a comfort to find my words have resonated. Thank you also for the recommendations. I have really enjoyed Philip Yancey in the past and should check him out again… it’s been a while. I’ve been thinking of collecting reading and/or music recommendations for this stage and I can add these to my list.
I agree a lot with what you’ve pointed out in your comment, and I thank you for sharing that you’ve been in a similar place. I’d love to talk more about it.