NEON FISH

We sat by the lake and it was so calm. We sat there without a sound. We were four dressed in heavy clothes. The ocean made no sound and the moon shone over us like we were the only ones left out there. It felt like standing at the edge of the world, lose your balance and you’ll be thrown into a new one. The conversations were calm and soothing, a pinch of cold was kicking in and yet we remained in our places. We sat there and yet we were not there. We sat together but everyone on his own. Each one was consumed into a different reality. One starred at the stars where the other starred at the sea, one looked at the far and the other starred at his feet. With diverse intellect and randomized thoughts each spent his time contemplating something. The one with the stars, visualized outer space, the plants crashing together, the outsiders looking down into that exact peace of heaven. He stared with sparkling eyes at the void, he looked with hope towards a new beginning, a fresh start just something out of this world to occur. The other look at the edge of the sea, where her dreams were, she thought of the future and the new start upon to begin. She was sad but didn’t look sad, she somehow wanted this eagerly and did not want it this eagerly after all. The third thought of where he were and how he was, of how he should be and what is the next step, he wanted to change the entire reality to find a gap or a hole just to run into it. The forth looked at the sea and found neon fish. He looked for so long into the dark deep sea that he has found a new reality, he has found an illusion that was more beautiful that the entire state of mind at present. He pointed out the neon fish and we all starred at them jumping hastely back and forth into the sea. The were all lit with blue tainted yellow and they tried to escape the light. The light was there with the enormous moon holding these fish in captivity. We sat at the center of the earth, we sat in a place where there were no shade. We were lingering in a position beyond this town, these words and these images. We were spending time with neon fish.