Congratulations on your bravery. I tried to commit suicide a year ago to “escape” the pain I was in. I didn’t know what I was doing. My mind just snapped. I am a two-year chronic pain sufferer with no answer from doctors what is wrong. I’m only 23-years-old, desperate for relief I am seeking.

In my endless search for answers, I now know suicide is not the answer. The day I attempted to take my own life gave me a false sense of solace, freedom from the constant pain I still endure. All I can remember is waking up, wanting to end it. I took out a sharp knife from a nearby drawer, sat on the floor of my kitchen, and proceeded with the process. I had the knife right above my left wrist. I was preparing to slice my wrist open when I heard, “What the $%#& are you doing? Put the knife down!” After looking at my grandfather, the rest of the day was a blur. I don’t have memory of what took place after that. I should have went to the ER but I failed to do so. To make sure there is no repeat, I am currently seeing a counselor. I sincerely apologize for the graphic details herein. This post is to honor World Suicide Prevention Day.

P.S. If you need help or are thinking about suicide, go to your nearest ER or call the National Suicide Lifeline at 1-800-273-8255.