For myself, I never felt constrained by rules or brainwashed, I chose it willingly because Allah…

If you choose Islam willingly it does not mean that there is no compulsion in Islam. If apostasy in Islam is punishable by death, Islam is a religion that makes people be Muslims by force.

You, still repeating the phrase that “there is no compulsion in Islam”, while acknowledging that apostasy is punishable by death, makes it clear that you are REALLY brainwashed by your religion so that you unable to think logically.