“Letter to myself and every single person “
I loved what I was doing until I started gaining people attention, at first it was just for fun. It was all about fun you know,then people started appreciating, sharing liking…then I got confused. I started forcing myself to be able to please again by my works, to attract more people. I lost myself on the way trying to do or say things that people will like. I started loosing confidence in what I do, no longer having hope. Do you know what? I think I need vacation, I think I need to find myself again. But hold on, is it my fault? Is it your fault? Maybe I shouldn’t have started all this in the first place, maybe I should just delete everything as if they had never existed. Will that solve the problem? But you know it’s scaring, stressful when you’re there and suddenly your subscribers or friends start writing you, asking to post or putting pressure on you(hello please you haven’t post kindly do it). Then you ask yourself, am I doing this for them or for me? Is this not getting too serious? Will I be able to always satisfy them? What if they give up on me? You start having a discussion with the people in your brain(you know what I mean). I know you’re finding yourself here in what I’m writing as much as I do, but I just want to tell you: Love what you do even when you start having a whole lot of people behind you. Don’t let them confused you, don’t let their love, like, comments or appreciations put you in that trap, because once you’re in, you’ll not just loose them but you’ll loose yourself. You’ll no longer know, love, what you’re doing and why you’re doing it. Henceforth you’ll just give up. I think the most important thing in this life is doing what makes you happy. Don’t let what makes you happy become what makes you sad, because when you no longer receive appreciations for what you’re doing as it used to be, you become sad. It’s a trap. Don’t give up!!! My dear don’t give up!!!
Hello guys I’m Barbara I hope you enjoy reading me. I was just talking about how we loose ourselves when we start something, and the love or attention of people makes us forcing ourselves to impress forgetting the main purpose which is happiness. Hope you enjoy if yes kindly clap those hands for me. You can also follow me on instagram @iam_barbyw
