Sex, Sin, and SadnessLetting Go is Hard to Do (O)I thought about O today. I think about texting him from time to time, my pride or sheer exhaustion being what stop me. I feel it in my…Jun 13Jun 13
Sex, Sin, and SadnessIn the Closet (P)I am discontent. I’m annoyed and angry and anxious. Sad to tell the truth. I don’t know why. I guess a spat with my professor put me in a…Jun 12Jun 12
Sex, Sin, and SadnessFear and PressureIt’s Christmas Eve and the world feels like it’s closing in on me. Cliché, yes. Untrue, no. My shoulders certainly feel the enormity of my…Dec 25, 2023Dec 25, 2023
Sex, Sin, and SadnessI Don’t Respect My MotherIt’s about 1:00 in the morning as I write this and it’s a miserable 78°. I know: at first glance, that sounds like nothing. Who can’t…Jul 7, 2023Jul 7, 2023
Sex, Sin, and SadnessBack HomeI went to Italy. It’s really hard to believe, but I did it. It’s been a dream of mine for a solid two years or so and it was certainly…Jun 3, 2023Jun 3, 2023
Sex, Sin, and SadnessWeakness (O)I don’t feel much like a man today. In fact, I feel like a moron — like one big sap. I came home from school on Tuesday evening and told…May 13, 2023May 13, 2023
Sex, Sin, and SadnessAn AssortmentThis one will make me look frazzled. In two months, I’ve lost my dream job, lusted helplessly for more than one person in but far removed…May 1, 2023May 1, 2023
Sex, Sin, and SadnessEmptiness (O)I wanted to write about this yesterday but I couldn’t. I was for sure exhausted from the stress and strain of work but I think the event in…Mar 7, 2023Mar 7, 2023
Sex, Sin, and SadnessWhat the Hell is Wrong with Me? (O)Jesus Christ, I’ve had a horrendous few weeks. And I feel the worst I have in a long time despite the worst of it allbeing rather distant…Nov 8, 2022Nov 8, 2022
Sex, Sin, and SadnessDesperation (A.S.)I don’t really know where to begin with this one. I’m not proud of myself. For quite a few reasons. Romantically, I understand why my…Oct 27, 2022Oct 27, 2022
