Don’t judge someone because they sin differently than you

I feel like everyone right now is looking at the situation from his point of view. I’m the one that fucked up. I cheated. I hurt someone that I loved. I’m fucked in the head. Which is all very accurate.

But I hope there’s a point where people have thought about what it was like for me in the relationship. To be unhappy and mask a smile. And no..not all of it was unhappy. When we got in bed together and watched a movie, or made dinner and drank beer. Yeah those times were great and I did love him. But I knew from the beginning he wasn’t the one for me.

We’re so different. Maybe it’s the whole “opposites attract” thing that brought us together in the first place. We wanted different things out of the relationship. When we realized that we should’ve stopped it right then. But I do what I always do and try making things work, though in the back of my mind I know it’s not right.

Everything around me is changing. The seasons. The tides. The city. Everything but me. So it’s time to do it. Dive into it. And come up better than I was before.