Drowning

Throw me a lifeline coz I am drowning

Drowning in a pool of my own tears

Brought on by my wild unsubstantiated fears

Hear this, I am not just under the weather

The truth is, I don’t have it together

I am tempted, tossed

Back and forth

From ecstasy to excruciating grief

Throw me a life line coz I am sinking

Sinking in a pool of my own lies

Lies I have believed

Lies that have besieged

me,

Lies, far more convincing than truth

Do, throw me a lifeline coz I am drowning

Ps. I am not actually drowning, this is just my fumbling attempt at poetry! But then again maybe I am … we’ll never know now will we!!!