Living Silently

Humans constantly amaze me.

I say this because for the first real times (and now time after time and time again) in my life, I’ve now experienced so many tiers to our complexity and have most recently studied the intricacies through discovery of the human that I should know best: me.

Curiosity struck behavior, behavior ensure exercising new skill(s), new skills illicit end deeper understanding, understanding lead to heightened compassion and accepting of the thing learned, and now these things that get recognized as the thing ever with a level of acceptance based off of direct knowledge and doing when needing to operate within its reference unlike ever before.

How did I get here? Error. Critical Error. System Error. Obscure Error. Warning. Warning. Warning.

I detangling and deconstructing my behaviors, references,previous models of behavior or responses, I say this not through the lens

In being a seeker and a saver, as a little child subconsciously recognized that I needed to survive due to my circumstance. So an extrovert was birthed into me as a high line of my personality. I believe that I learned this from deep neglect with several recursive narratives of trauma (non-mutually weighted, distributed, or even exclusive).