I deleted all my dating apps.
I was never ready to use them anyways.
You can’t talk to people when your heart hasn’t healed.
It was fun.
But very stressful and not meeting my needs.
I think I will be much happier without searching for a relationship.
If it happens. Sure.
But I’m not seeking that. I never truly was. I was distracting. Trying not to feel. Well that just intensifies when your brain and heart break through that barrier forcing you to feel harder.
I want to be free from others.
I am on a quest for inner peace.
Not success or wealth.
But happiness and love with in myself.
A good friend of mine told me that I am not the problem, I am the solution.
Well then I am going to solve this puzzle.
Looking forward to raising my glass to freedom.
I’m not perfect. This journey will be rough. I will have set backs but I’m not giving up.