I hope that I can work things out.
I know we aren’t dating but imagining you completely 100% out of my life is so hard.
Don’t ever date me again.
I don’t care.
But I felt connected to you.
I don’t want to live without you.
I’m sorry I pushed you away.
Please have dinner with me 6 months to a year from now.
I hope I grow as a person.
I hope you do to.
I have the strongest most genuine feelings for you.
You do not have to love me back.
I know I can’t force that.
I don’t expect you to change your mind about me.
But I knew dating you that I always wanted you in my life.
That may be unrealistic. It will be painful at first. But so is not having you in my life.
I want to get to the point where we can at least be on social media again or I can have your number in my phone.
You don’t want to be me with me fine.
But I can be a fun friend.
I don’t have to bring up the past.
Give me a chance.
I’m worth a chance.
If you could love me. You can like me.
Don’t write me off just yet.
I am working on myself.
Someday I won’t cry anymore over you.
Then we can have a friendship. Or something. I want to encourage you. I want to like your posts again.
Don’t resent me for loving you.
I’m not trying to make you guilty.
I don’t want my existence to make you guilty.
I keep hoping.
That is my destiny.