Loving yourself is really hard.
The person I love is gone.
It is hard to feel lovable.
I feel like the furthest away from lovable as possible.
I never wanted to be resented yet here I am.
I know he loves me and cares about me.
I should have respected his wishes.
Instead I lost him for good.
Who needs a toxic crybaby around?
I love him.
I must let him go.
I am the one with the problem.
I wasn’t enough.
I didn’t love myself and others won’t either.
Thank you again. I hold no animosity towards you. I am just thankful I got to experience that kind of happiness. That unexplainable excitement.
I have said it a million times I hope that you can forgive me for not giving you the space you needed. I was selfish. We pretty much were dating ourselves.
I ask forgiveness for not letting you go when you wanted. For holding on.
Love yourself as much as I love you and you will be unstoppable.
I am not mad about the break up. I am deeply confused and saddened by it.
You need to live your dreams.
I need to create new ones.
I was so happy with you.
I would have been happy for a long time.
I loved everything about you.
The hardest part is not being able to tell you so.
You need space. You need new experiences.
I hope to become a girl worth missing someday.
You were the music to my lyrics. That song plays on inside me. It is my favorite melody.
I never wanted to haunt you or hurt you.
I wanted to be the whole bundle.
But there is a piece missing.
You are not a prize. You are a person.
The most incredible guy.
I know you will love yourself. You have already taken a huge step by detaching yourself from potential codependency.
I however am struggling. Bc I show my emotions I feel like maybe that is why I’m not worth sticking around for. My tears make people feel guilty. I need to be alone. I’ve tried dating but in the end it is me. When I love myself and quit desiring sex and human intimacy. I would love to see you again.
I have a lot of projects and interesting things to share with you.
I know you only do what you want when you want. So please consider giving me a chance at friendship.
Esp. Since my goals are to remain single. So I wouldn’t come onto you or anything. I would just genuinely care about your goals.
I would love to congratulate you on your graduation. I will be ok by then.