Writing

I want to write but every time I start the Ink is dry before I even finished the sentence.
I want to write but every time I start I´m afraid it´s bad and delete everything.
I want to write but every time I start I feel fear crawling over my back and delete everything.
I want to write but every time I start I think that it´s shit and I won´t improve.
So I delete everything.
I want to write but every time I start I remember my friend being better at it.
I want to write but every time I start I remember the world being better at it.
I want to write but every time I start I look at myself and start laughing about what I believe I could be.
I want to write but every time I start I don´t want to finish and don´t want to start.
So I delete everything.