Sarah CarterWe’re in Rhode Island visiting Patrick’s family for a few days.I finally met his mother. We’ve been friends on Facebook for almost 2 years and for some reason I wasn’t nervous at all. I was actually…Oct 23, 2021Oct 23, 2021
Sarah CarterPatrick broke my trust this weekend.I’m so deeply hurt that I don’t even have the energy to talk about it.Oct 18, 2021Oct 18, 2021
Sarah CarterWarning: rambling.I’ve been posting a lot on social media this past month after losing my mom and I know it reads as insensitive to some people and I really…Oct 12, 2021Oct 12, 2021
Sarah CarterLast night I dreamt that I drank an entire bottle of red wine.Patrick caught me and I begged him to let me keep my day count.Oct 10, 20211Oct 10, 20211
Sarah CarterSo I slept till almost 10 this morning.It’s kind of difficult to sleep in if you leave all your alarms on. 🙄 whoops.Oct 8, 20211Oct 8, 20211
Sarah CarterThis is pretty much all I did todayI had an appointment with my attorney today to start working on getting a couple things out of probate and then nothing.Oct 8, 2021Oct 8, 2021
Sarah CarterThis is the poem I chose for my mother’s service and a song that has nothing to do with her but…if there are any heavens my mother will(all by herself)have one. It will not be a pansy heaven nor a fragile heaven of lilies-of-the-valley…Oct 7, 2021Oct 7, 2021
Sarah CarterI just had to calm myself down from a full blown panic attack of hysteria.Patrick held me the entire time.Oct 7, 2021Oct 7, 2021
Sarah CarterLiving in this house still just feels like when your parents are out of town and they let you…Hopefully after these renovations we’re planning get done it will help us feel a little more like we’re home.Oct 5, 2021Oct 5, 2021
Sarah CarterI only got 3 hours of sleep last night. It’s making me really sensitive.Standing in line for coffee this morning, something triggered me and I had hold back tears as I waited.Oct 5, 2021Oct 5, 2021