I don’t know what the hell I’m doing here.

All im thinking about is how dumb this is and how i even came up with this idea. I have no clue what this site is like and dont know if this is the sort of thing people do on here but frankly i just dont care anymore. I have gotten so sick of writing in my journal and it scares me shitless that someone may read it considering i keep it in such a lame open place. I want to write online just so when i get bored with my real life which i often do i can doze off and wonder if anyone does read my worthless piece of shit so called stories that i have, and for some odd reason the thought of that takes a lot of weight off my shoulders.

Just a girl searching for her own piece of mind i guess.