You have PTSD. I know, I have it myself (not from the DNC Convention, which I more or less expected to go that way) but from other traumas in my life. We are all grieving, and if you’ve ever read any books or articles about grief, each one does it in her own way. For you, being right there in Philadelphia and having it right in your face, must have been much, much worse. I’m sorry that some in your circle don’t understand your grief. What caused the grief is NOT OKAY. And it’s NOT YOUR FAULT that you are feeling this way. There are plenty of us out here who are on your side. Hugs, Susan P.S. Watch the blog Cabin Talks with Claudia Stauber. She was in tears not too long ago for the same reason you are.