Sometimes I wish I were a boy

Swati Kp
3 min readNov 3, 2019

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Hi All,

I know I write only about technologies, so this time I thought to write something different. Not many people know that I write poetry, or at least try to write some. :)

I was going through my previous notes came across this piece of poetry I wrote 2 years back. Thought to share it with all of you. Please let me know what you think.

PS: Don’t feel pity for me after reading this. :) I am extremely happy being a girl. To be honest, I am proud of it. It's just what I observed in my life or any of the other women’s life at different points in time.

If you didn’t see it with your own eyes, don’t believe it.

Sometimes I wish I were a boy…

When I was a kid, I saw a lot of people praying for getting sons.

I thought maybe boys are the lucky ones.

Maybe I was lucky enough to get a loving family.

But I tried stepping into other girls’ shoes who were unfortunate.

as their heart was breaking like a toy.

Sometimes I wish I were a boy.

When I was a teen, My brothers used to play out till late at night.

My mother used to teach me not to let anyone touch me.

according to her everyone’s intention was not right.

I used to cry as I was confused to find out the difference,

Why my brother was safe but not me in the same world.

But I Promised myself I'll find out the difference, I will at least try.

Sometimes I wish I were a boy.

Once I thought I'll break the taboo, I'll go off-limits.

I'll roam around late at night, I don’t need any permits.

But when I stepped out, everyone was looking at me with hungry eyes.

Like I have done some crime, and I m going to get a death sentence as a prize.

I knew I was Correct, but there was shame in my eye.

Sometimes I wish I were a boy.

Then I went to college, a new phase of life started.

I was finally happy, it seems all my sorrows departed.

But again my life took the same turn, again something made me upset.

I used to roam with a lot of male friends,

so they thought I m really easy to get.

watching them judging me without any reason made me cry.

Sometimes I wish I were a boy.

I started working and fulfilling my dreams.

It felt like I am flying and living life in extremes.

but then reality hit me, someone broke my wings.

they told me I got all that I have because I can make so many links.

I didn’t work hard, I took advantage and I got all the things.

On that day I cried from inside but my eyes were dry.

Sometimes I wish I were a boy.

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Swati Kp

Tech Enthusiast. A poet by heart. Contributing my 2 cents for making this world a smart and better place to live.