Peace is hard for any of us, especially for those who are suffering with depression and being suicidal. Like I said in my story, there is a scarce amount of it to give or to keep.
It takes many small steps to figure out the ebbing and flowing of our feeling or the lack of it. It takes so much out of us to just want to have a place in the world. But I believe that to hold peace is an impossible thing to do even for those that don’t suffer being suicidal or depressed. It is about being able making life and our ebb and flow steady enough to touch and feel peace more constantly.
I truly wish you the best. Thank you so much for reading, commenting, and for being alive. You are amazing to having survive your suffering despite all of the bad things life threw at you. You are an inspiration for a person who has a long way to go! I truly do hope and believe you will have peace one day and that you have what many of us dream to hold or at least, feel and touch. I also thank your little boys for being your anchor in life! I wish you, my friend, luck, graces, and the inevitable, peace.
