Kyle, I too was 36 weeks when I stopped feeling my boy move on October 15, 2015. It was infant loss awareness day and I thought I was simply paranoid. He was my firstborn, and my husband’s fourth child (his current youngest is almost off to college). We thought the Lord gave him to us as a symbol of restoration but now that he is gone, the lesson goes way beyond what we had in mind. And it is still unfolding. We know what it is to cry from a place that is barely human.