Misleading by Missed Leading

As a boy I grew up without a father. So of course I lacked the example of how to live and grow in today’s society. This was an obstacle for me and scarred my psyche. I immediately sought out to fill the void and cure myself of one of the life destroying sicknesses REJECTION. I caused many broken relationships and recycled the same results. What I failed to realize was that getting rid of a feeling was just trying to get rid of the symptom. I realized that there was a ROOT that I was not getting to. So in November of 2014 I had another cycle of health issues come upon me. I finally severed my ties with this world and decided to give up on all. I have a wife and 2 kids and told them to leave me alone until further notice. I took off work with no intention of ever returning. I sat in my home defeated and even decided to not to speak to God. When I gave up all that I was and all I had is when the universe became available to me. I started getting ideas and started looking up things like a crazy man. My energy and lifeforce multiplied beyond my brains descriptions. I encountered the Source of all knowledge and creation, the one behind all of this mess. I became a leader of myself and needed no one else. I had the answers and didn’t have to wait hand and foot on people. I have clarity, direction and most importantly PURPOSE. Now I show others how to fill voids in their lives. I show others that life doesn’t have to have dead ends but repositioning points. I show others how to not be mislead by making them the leaders of their own lives!