You have nothing to be ashamed of. Nothing to be embarrassed about.
You did NOTHING wrong.
He did. He is scum and you are truth.
You may not believe me now, and that’s ok. I know better.
You are golden.
I missed alll of this til just now. Because Medium.
Please tell me where you are… are you ok? Do you have people with you? Or are you trying to do this alone?
Don’t baby. Call someone to come get you. And hold you. And keep you.