You just made me cry. Again. Dammit.
She is my one and only child. And I AM blessed to have her… whatever that means..! (I am an atheist, so? Blessings are a little… off for me..? If you know what I mean..?) But I have been gifted with her existence in my universe, and I am Thankful she is here…!
I guess the part that I struggle with…? Is if I truly am open and accepting?
Why does she not know this…? What am I projecting??
Is it a legacy of my childhood…???
What is SHE seeing that I am not, that she is worried..?
I MUST be missing something…
Not that I’m doing something wrong… Only that I’m missing…
I must be…!
It drives me batshit sometimes. Because I do NOT want that.
I strove to do BETTER.
But..? I’m missing… SOMETHING.
I’m working on it… With her help.
Thank you. Your words mean a LOT! XO