LOVE & STRENGTH

Oh GOD, sometimes I feel as tho you should have hidden yourself from your children. Sometimes I feel like your power creates to much jealousy, which begets evil. Sometimes I feel like the closer I get to you, the more they try to pull me away. I want to just hide in the dark, where no one is judged. Being in the light brings so much pain and even tho I still have faith… I miss the darkness. I miss the cold. I miss being alone to build myself. I want to be alone like a caterpillar in a cacoon until I am the butterfly I can be so that i may return to your light something beautiful.