02.05.16. Pilot
I have been trying to write about my love life for the longest time now. Between work, education, and running errands, I can’t seem to get my life together. Although, I always make it seem like my life is completely O-K, no one knows I’m actually struggling big time with personal issues… such as my LOVE LIFE. Like, what am I doing?
I don’t think I want anyone to know who I am. My scandalous life is causing me to live 2 different lives. Don’t get me wrong, I absolutely love it. I’ll get into my sex life with you. Share all the details about how I dropped a douchebag of a guy to meeting all these young successful business men. I’ll share the stupid decisions I have made to the TINDER stories I’m apart of. I am so happy where I am, but I do sit and contemplate on my choices.
Where do I start? It would only make sense to start to talk about the Summer of 2015. I lived in a small town. I’m young, educated. I moved to the city... Charlotte, North Carolina. I moved to Charlotte alone. I lived with a roommate in a house. Beautiful house, and my roommate was only making me pay $100 a month for the room and everything. It’s the dream, right? I found a job right away. My job was located in Uptown Charlotte. I fell in love with the city.
As we all should know, Uptown Charlotte is not that big. It is full of young and middle-aged professional business men and women. Everyone walking around are dressed nice. The buildings are beautiful and the constant rush is great. It’s not like New York, but it’s not your typical small town either.
I found a job as a waitress and my coworkers took me to the bars and made sure I felt like I was part of their group. I now call them the closest friends I have. They are the reason I have met so many new people in my life while living here.
So living with my roommate didn’t work out too well. He was a bit noisy and asked too many personal questions. He always asked where I was and talked about how I was making poor decisions (which I wasn’t and will not get into all that). I decided to move into my coworker in November 2015, let’s call him Zack.
As I moved in with Zack, my life started to change big time. I have saved up so much money from working and money was never a problem for me. I went from paying $100 to $500 a month, but I was okay with it. I had more freedom and personal time.
We went to the bar so much more. We would go right after we get off our work shift. We never get shit-faced drunk, but we always have a great time. Now before I start talking about how my life starts to change, let’s get into my ex-boyfriend.
Let’s call my ex, Asshole. Asshole and I dated for almost two years. I spent two most important years of my teen life with this guy. He took my first everything. I gave him my all and he cheated on me 3 times. He slept with 3 other girls while dating me. I caught him in bed, naked, with another girl, naked. He invited numerous girls over to his house. Girls were naked in front of him, swimming at his place, without me knowing. Therefore; when I finally broke it off with him, he flipped shit. He couldn’t believe it. Why would a naive girl all of a sudden not want a stud like him? Haha, well let me tell you what happened, I found my self worth. I know what I want in life and he is not in the picture. I know better than to let a guy walk all over me. He was a piece of shit with no education who was born into a rich family. Everything was about money. Bye, Asshole.
What helped me get over my fear of losing my ex? Tinder. Tinder saved me from a toxic relationship. I downloaded Tinder because of Zack. Zack had a Tinder and told me all about his Tinder dates and hook-ups. I never hooked-up with anyone. I thought Tinder was stupid. Yet, I got one because my ex had one, Zack had one, and I was building up the courage to break up with Asshole.
I was swiping on Tinder on a lonely night and matched with a very handsome guy. His name was… Wilder. Wilder changed me in the very best way possible. I never met a guy like Wilder. He was everything I ever wanted in a guy.
It’s only February 5th, 2016 and I have so much to tell you readers about what has happened since then. I can’t wait to share this with you and tell you almost everything. I promise you will be so intrigued by this and I hope you will tone into my next post.
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