A New Leaf

Recently, I been feeling down and hating myself. I needed a change, I decided to give the guy I’m dating a chance and ending up liking him very much. He has shown me new ways of thinking and he has helped me become a better person.

I was always negative and hard on myself. Yes, I’m still a tad bit hard on myself, but not as bad. I was quick to judge Christians because, I honestly felt like they were all the same; judgmental, hypocritical, and just plain rude. Reason being at my old church they were so mean and disrespectful, but the new man I’m dating introduced me to his church and me being a huge atheist agreed to go to church because not only am I willing to learn, but I honesty, truly care about this man if I didn’t then I wouldn’t have taken a chance.

My mother always told me that the right man will come along and when he does don’t be scared to fall in love. I know you’re thinking. WOW. LOVE why so soon? I can feel it in my heart that he cares about not only me, but the success of this relationship going far.