Wow… i like it alot.
You are a writer and keep it up. We a have those times where we wish wr just disappeared and i still feel like thst sometimes. Its good you wtite lets people know that they are not alone and most of us want to do something important… to leave a legacy.
Note: i used to take antidepressants & antipsychotics hated the effects they had on numbing the brain. So i opted for a more natural alternative. Omega-3, Vitamin B Complex, Amino-Acids, 5-HTP & L-Tyrosine. To battle the depression and anxiety. I think it works…i look at it like making my own NZT-Pill from Limitless. Lol