Numbness is not a fiction

It happened to me.

And it was the worst. The worst feeling ever. It’s vacant. Empty. Cant feel nothing. No emotion at all.

That was hell for me.

And I tried COUNTLESS effort just to know how does it feel to have emotion back.

I tried movies.

I tried praying.

I tried loving.

Mostly though, I hurt myself.

Cutting, burning, peeling, smashing into things.

It hurt me sure, it made me sad yes. That’s why I do it.

Every tears rolling down my cheek is a sign that I succeed. And it is addicting.

I guess that is why now I am more sad.

But God forbids, I dont want to feel numb again.





But now numb sounds terribly tempting.

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