I did think I wanted to be w him here.

Do I even want to change?

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Sep 5, 2018 · 2 min read

Maybe I don’t, because I don’t seem to be trying. I guess I feel like I have to try one last time, but that one last time is so very far.

I wonder if he still keeps count,

I wonder if he thinks out loud,

with her,

with me.

I wonder if this is fucked up,

but what I wonder most is why I wonder…

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