I can totally understand what you mean by not wanting to love just one person right now. Having a few different personalities to engage in a sexual relationship with is comforting to the very inside of us.
I would love to find someone who would give me a chance to bring my personality to the sexual relationship table. It has been so long, even a horrible sexual relationship would be good for a one night quickie.
But I would really like to find someone I could have a friend with benefits relationship with. I am not really concerned about sharing with another guy as long as everyone is safe. But I do understand the desire to be the only cock in the stable so to speak.
Please feel free to write me, anybody, if your lonely or just want to say hi! Especially if your a woman who desires and needs some male attention in her life.