What I see when I look in the mirror

I don’t feel all that human…

I’m not sure what I see when I look in the mirror…

I know i’m not normal… There aren’t any humans like me

I know I don’t fit in anywhere… This world… It isn’t set for

People like me… Us… They hate gay people, People want me dead because of who

I am… And What I do… I’m different and I know it’s true.

Nobody knows the real me nobody know’s who I am

I’ve been here for 10 years and already I start to fear

I sink in depression every day every day I feel the pain of knives and sh*% going through my brain.

I pretend he loves me even though I know he doesn’t

I pretend that that he- he knows the real me even though I know he doesn’t

I pretend that everything’s okay even though it isn’t

For all I know i’m dark ‘n twisty

And all the faun of faith i’m different from the others

Oh boy now i’ve lost my faith