This writing is just even more procrastination. But fuck it. I need to feel confident about something. This is a good feeling. Smashing my head against a whiteboard isn’t. So.
How? How can I find out how to get through this shit?
Communicate your thought process?
There’s a game being played right? They want the freaks. They want the prodigies. But acting like there is a conspiracy is not helping me get a job. I need to understand what they want. But I don’t want to waste my time, but it’s not wasting my time.
There’s a core set of things I should focus on. Data structures. Algorithms. I need to just hammer this shit in.
There’s a trunk. I just need to find the trunk in this fucking forest.
Anki this shit.