I’ve never read anyone with such a similar story to mine. The love/hate relationship with music and the industry. The fuck off time and longing for the innocence. The ungrateful attitudes and occasional resentment towards it. The switch to film… Wow!
I think your writing is brilliant. You’ve captured something raw and emotional here; and at a moment I really need someone to relate to. Amazed we never crossed paths over the years.
Anyway, thank you for sharing. Sending love and light for a bright future.