How It’s Really Like Having An Internet Friend.
Useless
It’s a feeling I go thru every day, seeing my own mother ignoring me, not noticing me. And one day, you think of it all together and you got the answer to why.
You’re useless to them.
Yes, that must be it! Right? Is that…good?…Right?
Do you ever just feel…nothing and you just suddenly space out? Like you’re not even thinking about anything it’s just empty…Then you realize, this is actually nice, it’s calm. But one day, you meet this one person on the internet…and he/she becomes your best friend, then one day you hear the words “Be Safe”.
You feel the care, the love, the warmth.
“My Heart Would Stop Without You”
That’s the only thing you can think about, and you’re certainly not afraid to say it, because this amazing friend will never judge you. He/She cares for you, and would never want you to get hurt.
Then there comes this day, were you wonder…
“Am I A Different Person Over The Internet?”
And sure you are like they don’t see the way you act in public, Right? But even my own mother doesnt care about me and I’m useless to her like why would a total ‘stranger’ care for me?