We all fall in love, that’s an obvious statement.

But I think I fall in love differently than others, because I fall in love every single day.

If I look someone in the eyes, and see something interesting hiding underneath, boom, done.

If I meet someone who can take me through hours off endless and interesting conversation, boom, done.

Every single day I’m overflowing with feelings, like a hunger for a broken heart.

I know that this is not healthy, but there I’m, falling in love, and never receiving that love back.

I wonder if someday I will receive it back, and if so, how I’m going to deal with it, after all, at the end of the day, I don’t know if I’m really looking for someone to love me, or someone to break my heart again.

Pain can be addictive, and I don’t know if I can live clean.