Have you ever felt like you just want to disappear.. I often do..
When I think about my failures and loneliness and how much ‘pretending’ I have do to ‘fit’ in and to expose a glam successful side, which is a totally different than who I really am, I sink in that deep abyss and I feel useless.. I question my existence and the meaning of life..
I too endured wars (in Lebanon) and loss (home, friends and both parents) and at this stage of my life, nothing really matters anymore..
Keep writing Jessica.