Pretense

You do whatever you want, 
Whatever you can
To be the best you can be.
To be perfect so no one hates you.

You think you found the perfect place,
The place that you're finally accepted in. 
A place that you finally fit in.

But a problem rises.

It was a group online that you had joined.
You posted a lot, but also not at all.

You posted too much, or not at all.

People thought you were seeking attention with your posts,
But really, you were just doing what you do best.

You lost faith and happiness,
And you lost your will to write.

This...
This is your last writing.

All 116 words of it.