My biggest personal weakness is that I overthink. I don’t want to do that anymore. I judge myself enough. I feel like I have all these battles in my head more often than I’m aware of. I have been stopping my creative flow because I’m trying to “prioritize” certain things.

This post right here, is something that I don’t even have to think about. I have a strong urge to speak what is currently on my mind.

Lately I have been wanting to paint this picture of myself that just shows all of my best qualities. I come off as very wise and constructive. I’m not saying that I’m not. I just feel like I should act on my feelings more because I have noticed that I would block them off if an urge came because I didn’t want to stray from my “priorities”. That’s like being an adult who doesn’t know how to have fun. I ain’t tryna be that kind of adult.

As each day passes I’m relearning how to be present, more present than ever.

The thing with these urges that arise is that they are unique moments that won’t happen the same way twice. So when you are hit with inspiration and you feel the need to express yourself. If you have the luxury of time, JUST DO IT.

I used to do that before I had all these jobs and ideas that I wanted to build. Now I know that it’s foolish to ignore these feelings that creep up on you randomly.

I’m glad I was able to identify this. Thanks for reading.