Me in the Morning

Have you ever wake up in the morning and felling stuck? do not know what you will do? feeling helpless?

Or maybe, you woke up in the morning and don’t know what you’ve already done this far? because when you stop for a second and begin recalling all those memories, there are nothing that comes to your mind?

for me it is worse. I always wake up in the morning feeling empty. like standing in the side road watching all those people and events past me by. I also standing, watching myself do a lot of different thing, but nothing, not even a glimpse of emotions come.

It is really frustrating at a time. but listening to my friends talking about all these emotions that I’m not familiar with, it makes me feel comfortable. That i have this security bubble around me, that i don’t have to endure those emotional roller caster.

But still there will comes a time that i feel jealous, wanting. i want to know how fall in love with someone special feels. i want to know how hating someone — as they said — can burn you inside. And i want to know the simple pleasure smile can bring for you.