Friends

I’ve been friends with the same people all of my high school years. It’s now Senior year and I feel like we’ve drifted. I’m talking about 2 of my friends specifically, Julisa and Carlee. I feel like since last year, they have gotten closer and I feel more and more left out. They tell each other everything and I feel like they get annoyed of me. I feel like they’re so controlling and bossy, which is one of the reasons I’ve drifted from them. For starters, Julisa has gone out with my ex, she likes all the boys I like and it’s not fair. She’s apparently a lot prettier than I am. I’m not saying she is because tbfh I don’t think she is. ALL OF MY CRUSHES LIKE HER. She’s talking to a guy who I recently liked and she knows all about all the guys I like I don’t understand why she does it!!!! I don’t even know man. It just brings my self esteem down. I don’t say shit because I don’t like drama at all. And Carlee, I don’t know I feel like she takes her side a lot more. She also bosses me around sometimes. They think that they can do that but it’s not okay. I just wanted to let that out..