I am not interested in your mask.
I am not interested in what you want me to know,
what you want me to do to you
I am not interested in your ego,
what everyone else thinks of you,
how you are seen, or not.
I am not interested in the lessons you have learned for me,
your worry, covering judgement
really just another way to control
I am not interested in meeting your needs,
what I can do for your cock
how I can cater to your fetishes
what you think your fetishes are
I am only interested in you
What do you look like in this sacred space?
Surrender to my control
I feed off those dirty things no one else has wanted to see
I know they are there
Let us see them in the light
The darkness has made you afraid of yourself.
Lay everything before me to measure your worth.
I have a place for your primal aggression
tearing at the walls of your soul
that piece that really needs release
You think those masks have kept you safe
found solace in your limiting labels
The masses were not ready to experience the fullness of what you have to offer
You can match me in this space
Bring every inch of yourself and surrender into the bliss of acceptance
Love can overcome all of that darkness,
all of that bitterness
we can reach higher
Light can only reach the pieces it can see
Your lies will always hold us back
Hold us back from this moment that we have together.
I am not interested in shadows
I don’t have time for things I cannot see.
I love every moment that has made you the person you are today
Knowing they are just pieces of a work of art
If you cannot look at all those pieces,
go do that work,
then find me
I am not a stepping stone in your evolution, I am the culmination
I won’t pretend those pieces are not there
ALL of you
Diving head first seems reckless
I would rather catch the blood in the face now
feel the stitches racing down my spine.
Be able to see the monster I am facing
You can drop or you can crash when this isn’t about your Saturday night escape anymore.