Power Exchange Bullshit

I would rather be homeless

Then Owe anyone, ANYTHING

ANY Day

In This,

I find freedom.

Fiercely independent,

And unafraid

I will Shine

So I will spend 2016

As a celibate slut.

Why would I do anything?

For less than a living wage?

I would rather be homeless.

Instead,

I will march my ass all around this town.

Eagerly attending AA meetings.

Making my sobriety

an act

of Civil Disobedience.

Wouldn’t the government just love it.

If I took out

10,000 dollars

worth of student loans

that I don’t need.

So I can buy a car,

I can’t afford.

Party hard now,

so I can be a slave to them,

a slave to my addictions.

It would be so much easier to

control me

when I turn thirty.

Now all I can do is practice gratitude.

Thanking God,

for that snow storm.

For fucking off

my alignment.

Thanking God

for the 500 dollar problem.

Thanking God

for the Wisdom.

To name power exchange

Bullshit.

For exactly what it is.

Breathe into my existence,

as a runaway slave.