Ahhh. I enjoyed this simply because I understand it. Slight variance on my end, I work for the Government and write a lot. It’s all procedural bullshit and bores me to no end.
I write here because it’s freedom. Real talk. I’m a poet at heart, love prose.
Love writing full stop.
You’re right though, we must pay bills, more so for you with children and possibly mortgage?
But the pain of the mundane at work, the absolute absence of creativity kills me.
I love nature and plants too, not much of a successful gardener.
I just followed you so I can read more on your gardening, perhaps I can learn a thing or two.
My elongated way of saying — I feel you.
I’m writing this at work- best get back to it! ;)