I am always trying to understand circumstances. For example, why is it that it seems I am the only one that feels like something is wrong with this picture? Why do we like to sweep things under the rug? Why the hell am I so damn vague?

I need to find peace within myself again. It seems like I do this so often that it’s now something I expect. It’s almost comical when you think about it — and think do I.

For the past 10 months I’ve been in one place, had one job, for the longest I’ve ever been. I…