You will be back full force sooner than later. I took a ten year break fro 1994 to 2004 and came back with an absolute vengeance when I did. I’m a better player now than ever before and I practice every single damn day. I a metal bass player that doubles on guitar.
It will only work for so long — -the sirens will call — -you will be back — -this is one addiction you can’t fool yourself about.
You are a drummer first my man just like I’m a bass player — I don’t make my living at but its what I live for.
One day you will be a Guitar Center buying a new kit — and when you do may the world look out!