She was everything to me. She gave everything to me. A love beyond this level of existence. The loss of her cracked my foundation and polluted my soul.
Lately I’ve been dedicating a lot of time to myself. Trying to be good to my mind, body and soul. Feels like I’m trying to repair 35yrs of abuse. And at first I placed the blame on those whom I’ve allowed to wrong me, it was easy, felt natural to go that route. But as time passed and I really spent time with myself, I…