Hi, Bella! What a wonderful and honest reflection and one that is all too common in the traditional education system. I encourage you to check out the possible ways education can be transformed where the learner is at the center of everything that happens (education-reimagined.org). Imagine learning that is relevant to your interests and passions. There are others your age advocating for such a system at the national level and when they discover the stories and frustrations of their peers, it’s all the more empowering.