“I am alone”

We’ve all said it, admit it and if i’m not wrong some of us still think that and say that every night or maybe 10x a day because we really think that.

We think that when we try to talk to someone they don’t understand us, and to be honest most of the time they really don’t. But my question to you is “Who really does understand you.?”

We also think that people don’t like us or if I can say a stronger word is “hate us” and to be completely honest with you, Yes. Yes there is some people that will not like us and that will not have a desire to get to know us, but what I can tell you is “Why should that matter?”

We also think that the only way out at times is, getting rid of our existence. I don’t know why sometimes our mind tells us that the only way out of this is, taking the ONLY thing precious thing we have and that is our life. But have you ever wondered “If I take my life today, will tomorrow have been the day all this nightmare end?”

For you all I tell you these questions:

Who is the person who’s seen you cry at night or during the day?

Who is the person who wakes up in the morning and makes you get up?

Who is the person who looks up after themselves or cleans after themselves?

Who is the person who tells you all these things?

Do you have dreams/ talents?

Do you at least have someone who you go to because you know that’s the only person you can run to?

Do you ever question what your future will be like if all of these sadness one day soon disappeared?

Take some time to really think through these questions and try to answer these questions.

You see, out of all these questions there was four questions that you answered “Me” or “ I am.” and that is the first step to recovery. Is knowing that the only person who can help you is, you. The first to realizing that recovery is possible is realizing that our own self is who will get us out of this misery we are in and the bad things we think about. Is realizing that we are the person who watches ourselves cry, who pushes ourselves to get up every morning, we do everything for ourselves. Not the neighbor, our siblings, friends, parents, nope. Simply, you. So why do we think that we are not valuable? When we do so much for ourselves!!! Isn’t that valuable enough? Why do have to seek acceptance of others?

Earlier I asked you the question “Who really does understand you.?” and your answer might have been “ No one.” trust me I used to say that to. But if you think about the other questions above that we talked about, the answer to that question is still “Me.” Why you? I mean aren’t you the one who talks to yourself alone telling yourself about why you are feeling the way you do. Aren’t you the one who knows truly how your feeling?(I mean after all you are the person who are feeling the things you feel) It’s you, the answer that you have been looking for your questions/troubles is, you.

So before I can continue posting future posts for your help, I leave you with the homework of thinking “Why is Stephanie telling me that answer to my problems is, me?” I will come back with showing and telling you why I say that you are the answer.

But please have that in mind, really process that and I will be back with the answer that you could of answered to yourself so long ago.

I love you all, please stay safe. xoxo.

“It is better to conquer yourself than to win a thousand battles. Then the victory is yours. It cannot be taken from you, not by angels or by demons, heaven or hell.” -Buddha