Whatever happened to writing?

To tell you the truth, I really thought I’d be able to update more often. I really had hoped I’d be able to do that. I love writing after all; I’ve written short stories, small fragments, longer stories and I keep a journal (or 3…) and read so many books… so whatever happened to my writings? 
 What happened, well, I have so, so little inspiration. Even though I have a lot to say, a lot of thoughts going on in my head, so many ideas and prompts… I just have no idea how to share it with the world, or, whoever chooses to read this. And that just stinks. Of course there are other reasons that play a part, but that’s something for another entry. For now, I’ll just roll with whatever comes out of my mind for this entry.

I haven’t figured out a schedule yet, hence why this update is ‘late’ yet again. I just can’t figure out what would be a nice schedule for me. I would like to update multiple times a week, but what would I do then? So maybe just once a week, but then on which day? So many options, and no idea what to do with them. Also, I have no idea how much people want to know about me, about my life and what I do during the day and all that. Like, if I were to go to an amusement park, should I write about that? Shouldn’t I? I have no idea. So I need to figure things like that out and maybe, this blog will actually become a thing then.

But in any case, I’ve been working on so many things lately. I’m hoping to get my photography off the ground some more, filling up my portfolio, while also still working on things in my apartment and trying to find a job. So perhaps that’s also a reason why my writing has been pushed to the side lately. I just haven’t really found the time for it yet. Hopefully I’ll have more time next month. School will have started again then, so on the other hand I’ll have less time. But I have some plans, some ideas. And at least my days will be more… what’s the word for it? A bit more regular, so perhaps that will help me work out a schedule and give me a slightly clearer head to work it all out and balance it all out evenly. I mean, as you can see, it currently is a bit of a mess.

I truly apologise for this mess of an entry. My head just wanted to type some things out and then it all became messy and un-orderly and basically a big jumble of words. I do have some really nice days planned ahead of me, so perhaps my next entry will be here sooner, and I’ll have something to write about then. But for now, I will leave you with this entry’s listen recommendation. 
 I’d like to recommend Literature Lovers by Jose Vanders for this entry. You can listen to it right here on Spotify, I absolutely love it. It gives off such a calming feeling, so I just had to recommend it to you. Enjoy!

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