You are a victim of your own severe cognitive dissonance. And you are a special kind of delusional. You have no business publishing on Medium, because your inability to take facts into consideration and your incapacity to extract your own extreme bias from your writing means that there are basically zero critical thinking skills going into your publications. Thus they are mostly founded upon conjecture and anger, and can only lead to erroneous conclusions, as you have demonstrated time and again. Please just go away.