to love and to be loved.
To love and to be loved will always feel blissful, but I’m afraid that I’ll never feel that bliss love could ever give as I’m always giving, giving, and giving yet received noting.
Giving is something done with nothing expected in return, but this once can you please give me the love I deserve? Or would you walk away with the nerve? I know you served but only for a short time and curved.
The seraphic voice of yours, calling me over and over with magic making me fall like the classic rom-coms we loved drastic. How I loved your phlegmatic soul I wonder what goes through your mind when you hear my name.
She was a rainbow, but he was colorblind
He is exactly the poem I wanted to write
If you ever decided to age,
Please let me know before the page,
I’ll join you with engage,
Loving like the earliest phase
And the years passed,
Many sunsets will be watched,
If you are a knife,
You are the knife I will gladly turn inside.
I tried, tried, tried to ameliorate our love, but you shoved it all above. The drastic change of you reminded me of my past — the one you promised you will never be that.
No us, less to tolerate, is it serious or just a play? To not sin to God at bay? Did it maim you too? Or was it just nothing to you? My whole world painted blue, as she paints yours through. Honestly, I’m inquisitive — how do you live without me beside to be your guide, to strive?
The laughs and the paragraphs you offered to me, was it all just sympathy?
I’m still out with lanterns looking for myself that you lost, I’m finding the girl who believed love exist because she’s full of it. The girl you left never had an elayne on her skin since, but we can’t sit and stare at our wounds forever. So I’ll stand up, and wonder forever.
Do you feel it with her? Or did you feel it with me? The elegies i served, with how i eulogized you; yet still settled to an ingenue i could never be, and I hereby agree — I could never be.
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